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Quarantine: ups and downs


The battle during this quarantine is that, being unable to quarrel with anyone, those who live alone like me, are constantly confronting wiht themselves.
Me for instance ... The strong girl is back. Strong indeed, only with myself though. I have often scolded myself in my life. But only for things done badly, never for those not done at all, because actually ... I've done them all thhose that I wanted to do. But now I also feel very vulnerable (ok, painful menstruation that like this never before...on a normal day I would have just taken an Ibuprofen but today it's all a mental process, like once again you make someone hurt you, don't get moody because of someone else ... Let me take a breath!). Many - are - crude, simply. And in the absolute desire to give you an opinion of which, among other things, it does not matter, they can hurt you. Wait, I love those who say what they think. But the truth of someone who wants to hurt you is not the truth. It is a judgment cast there without being neither frank nor constructive. So why don't you save energy?

Sweet moments of loneliness

During this quarantine there seems to be some sort of empathy between me and some close friends. Like a thread that holds us together although we cannot see each other and go out as before. Although everyone has a different life. Every single time that melancholy has taken over in the last 41 DAYS (yes, 41) some of my close friends poof!  called me. And  didn't give me time to fall into the sad thoughts of this strange period. Friends, these pearls, my caresses in a moment of social distancing that does not suit me at all. Shall we perhaps end this period a bit more mature?

Those lovely chats


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